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    Monday, September 8, 2008, 02:00 AM CST [General]

    Well it is nice to be back here. i have really missed frequenting the Covenspace pages... Lately I have been in sort of a spiritual quandry. With the way that my life has been going I seem to have lost my connection to the God & Goddess. Well maybe not lost, because the connection is always there, but I seem to be distanced from sensing the connection. I just don't seem to be able to find the time to meditate, The last ritual I was at was over a year ago. I just can't seem to find myself anymore. I miss it badly and want it back!!! I have been trying to read, but just don't seem to be able to consentrate. I am partisapating somewhat with the Fort Hood Open Circle, and I am trying to go through Sacred Wells deaconry course (Sacred Wells sponsors the FHOC) but I just can't focus. That goes for every thing else in my life I just cant seem to focus on anything. I have so much to get accomplished and yet, I get in these appathetic moods where I just don't care. I don't know what to do to shake it. I don't know what is wrong... I am not sure what is blocking me... and it is driving me crazy... i don't like this feeling of non-connection... If anyone has any suggestions I am open to any advise...

     

    Love, Blessings and Friendship,

    Bill

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    Don't worry, dear friend... they always wait for you. (((hug)))
    Whenever I feel like that (too many times to count over so many years) I'm always recharged by a full moon! But that's just what works for me... Come to think of it, lots of stuff works for me... the woodland (any nature, really), baking, you know... stuff like that.
    Your meditation doesn't have to be long or involved. Something as simple as taking a shower is an excellent way to ground and balance.
    Holding you in thought, always.
    Blessings and love... xxx ooo

    Heather
    September 08, 2008
    05:06 AM CST

    You went from being in a war to coming home to "normal" life, for lack of a better word. It is going to take some time to re-adjust. Also, ther are several of us here that have been going through the same spiritual dilemna. Be patient with yourself and you will find the answers that you need. Oh, WELCOME BACK!!!!

    Nightengale
    September 08, 2008
    07:35 AM CST

    Hi Bill,

    I too, have felt EXACTLY the same way. I just can't seem to concentrate. My mind is constantly wandering and like you, I find it difficult to have to time to meditate, let alone perform a ritual. I just figure that this is a cycle too, like the rest of nature, and soon, I'll be back to my old self. Try not to be too hard on yourself. The wheel is constantly moving, and the peace is bound to return. :)
    Blyss

    Blyss
    September 08, 2008
    10:06 AM CST

    My guess it that stress has a lot to do with the way you're feeling. Maybe there are other things you need to focus on right now. My guess is that you'll begin to feel more focused and motivated when other aspects of your life become more settled. Going through something similar myself.

    You're in my thoughts and prayers!

    BB

    Kim

    Arwen
    September 08, 2008
    12:04 PM CST

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